Where I work a job that I hate, but make alot of money. So I will just go spend stupid amounts of itin random places. I just spent $100 ordering shit from Bridge 9 hahaha. But it’ll totally be worth it. =]

Onto other news. Band practice today, followed by painting my room. I’m doing my best to fix shit up so I can bring people over here. The house will always be a disaster, I can’t fix the whole place. Welcome to living with animals, but I hope I can get my room fixed enough where I can bring people over and chill in there. Calb and Wes have been over which is the first company short of Sophi a couple times I’ve had since I’d say Jr High. I’m pumped for band practice, I think we’re gonna have a good serious practice, everyone seems excited that we’re back into the swing of things. There is a webzine from Poland that covers underground hardcore, and the owner of the zine found us and asked to do a promo on us in their Newbloods section. So when we get our new recordings he’s going to put it up on the zine to be downloaded and interview us for a piece. It’s not a big thing, but its nice to know. I’ve gotten back to adding people to the bands myspace from Springfield since we have a show coming up there, and so far we’ve gotten all positive feedback from the new adds, everyone messages or comments us saying our shit is good. Even the guy from the zine, he said he doesnt interview alot of people, but since we have some exceptionally tight tunes he wanted to.

On the down side I got in a car accident yesterday, I got rear-ended. No damage to the car, my back is a little sore but I’m sure it’ll work itself out. I dont like hospitals or doctors, I dont have time for them, so I’ll do like I do and man up.

As far as my relationship status goes, thats pretty much a giant mystery to me. For the people who will actually read through this, you prolly know me well enough to know that I’m interested in a girl, and have been for awhile. She seems interested back, we hang out, kiss, cuddle, give eachother shit constantly, and a laundry list of other things that make up what normally makes up a dating relationship. However, we aren’t dating, or so I thought? On my off days I hang out with her usually atleast twice for the better part of those two days. My mom called her my girlfriend last night and I was like uh…no we’re not dating, but my mom didnt believe me. I laughed about it and told said girl, and the response I got was well we kinda are, just not exclusively. I’m not sure how to take that at all. So I brought it back up today, and she said that she wasn’t going to fuck me over, thats shes 100% mine, and if that changes she’ll let me know. Which is the shittiest mix of feelings ever. IDK, but I feel like the whole me getting fucked over thing is going to happen regardless.

FML

I’m at 210 right now, as try as I might in the past year I can’t get below 204. I’ll lift and run and diet and nothing, I’ll stay 204. I’m hoping somehow I’ll find a way to get down to 190. To be honest 180 was a good weight for me, but hopefully with added muscle 190 will look as good. Thats my goal. 20 lbs, is a fucking lot.